Why do I care about someone doesn’t value me in the slightest? Why do I put effort into someone who gives me nothing and makes me feel like filth 99% of the time? My life is always worse when he’s in it and it’s harsh but I’m tired of waking up feeling sick to my stomach and hurting myself to get through the day. I don’t think he really understands what this does to me, I cannot keep holding on. Please just let me go.
Would he notice if I was gone?
Time to burn that bridge forever.
i should have a long time ago